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E N T R Y 1 ✍

🌾What I feel 🌾

Pain of life hurts me.
This odd feeling kills me.
I don’t wanna cry
Yet my teary eyes cheated on me.
I wanna hold it back, take it back.
Keep it back. Save it back.
But the sad thing was, it sheds.
I have no choice.
But to let it to, overflow.
Unending.
Like there’s no tomorrow.
And it made me weak.
Weaker than a lame.
It was hurt.
Bruised lies on me.
Knowing that the water of my eyes,
starts to fall.
Falling unendingly.

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E N T R Y 2

Ain’t okay.🌾


I don’t know what I feel
Feeling seal of so much ill
Can’t recognize what is real
If I am okay or not
I don’t know the reason behind of my tears.
I want to burst out what nailed me
I want to cry endlessly
Better die and gone anonymously.
I’ve tried to sleep
But memories hunts on me.
Memories of pains
That people inflected to me.
I don’t know what I feel
It just my tears begun to fall
Trying to show up my broken soul.
I hate what I feel
Being feeling rejected by the people you love
Being in love but can’t love you back.
I don’t know what I feel.
Lost.
Losing the reason to smile.
Losing the hope to become alive.
Lacking.
Lack of attention by everyone.
Attention of listening about my guts.
Attention of my broken heart.
I need it right now,
But even myself finds time to take myself alone.
Alone.
Yes. I need to be alone.
But far from this world I am standing.
Where my thoughts plays–
Where my pen’ strike to draw it stroke
And my paper is my friend
That willing to listen and feel what hurts me inside.
When I found the time to tell my story behind.

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E N T R Y 3 🌴

Untitled Piece 🌴

His POV

Lemme brighten it up for you

Let me be the light that can guide to your destination

And when you look back, you shall forget about me and be happy

For I know that every day, every moment we’ve had, we cherished. Will just turn into the past, memories.

And know that while we were walking towards the destination, know that our journey is the one I loved the most.

Because that is the time I have truly loved you, and will forever do.

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Her POV

Looking back the past how we started

Is a memory that I will never forget

Smile you put on my face is a memory that I will treasure every day.

Little did I know that those smiles
Those laughter we shared and even those moments we created makes me feel fallen’.

Things won’t be easy such a stranger — like you and me.

While walking to our destination
Forgetting the mass of people
Holding your hands
Is my favorite journey that I’ll treasure.

Time comes getting to know more each other will making our relationship stronger.

Take this slowly.
Start it heartedly.
Love openly.
Think it deeply.
Never confused don’t rush thing.
If we really are.

Having fix broken heart because of love.
Things will be easy.
No sad ending but have a happy ending love story.

🌾Conqueror🌾


Every breath you take
Every memories you make
Every experience you have
Make it your inspiration to live
For life is the greatest gift we have.
Every challenges is must to seek.

Live a life with purpose
Don’t let problems can be your cause.
To this world that full of enjoyment
So thanks to our creator he made our world to the fullest.